So things are really good, the diet thing is great so far & I've been talking to my roommate for the past couple days... oh my gosh I'm so happy, so relieved - she's totally the best, we talked for like hours on AIM last night and I was seriously laughing so hard... We definitely clicked, we really have alot in common, kept finishing eachother's sentences, that kinda thing. And we already have a bunch of inside jokes, yay. I'm really happy about it :)

So the room cleaning out project continued today. (Now imagine me saying this in the Janice voice) Oh. My. Gawd. So much stuff... ahhh. It's exhausting. I swear I'm actually really organized and clean, but I've literally been going thru everything I own - every piece of jewelry, book, birthday card, notes from middle school friends, school stuff... I swear to God from now on I'm keeping nothing. Well that's not true at all, I just don't want any more crap, lol. Today I did the closet by the way. Minus the clothes, that's tomorrow. But I'm really only keeping 1 shoebox of notes/cards (I'm not sure I really ever want to read those notes from when I was like 12, ach, but we'll see) & 1 shoebox of other random memory things (couple things from Jerry, etc). Also I freaking better have a daughter someday. Because I kept like 16 Barbies (mostly the pretty collector ones and that sorta thing) still in their boxes, my American Girl doll + clothes, one of those baby dolls that feel realistic & a fancy pink/white crib, and a big plastic storage thing full of sequiny dance costumes! lol.

But I love how everything's really clean and streamlined and organized... <33 that. It took atleast 4-5 completely filled trash bags and like 6 shopping bags filled up for the thrift store, but I'm getting there.

So many clothes, though, so so so many clothes. Oh Lord.

I really want new ones though, so the more I get rid of, the more room there will be in my closet!! haha definitely not the right mindset there. And I'm sure my dorm will have a huge walk in closet, right? Ach. : I'll figure it out.

Oh I watched "Pieces of April" and "The Virgin Suicides" today... Pieces of April was okay, not my favorite, but pretty good... The Virgin Suicides was amazing, though, I really loved it. I'm still thinking about it - I tend to analyze (good) movies like that, try and figure out the symbolism and whatnot ;) But I really recommend it (as if I'm not the last one to ever see it, haha)

"Oh your bones are brittle
Inside you
Wrap so soft your blood is running
I’ll be there
If you’re moving slowly
Will you still get there?
I’ll be there
Such a strong desire
Hunger

All you need
To hope you keep your head
As the slow hand quickens

What you’ve done with all those around you
Hope for always that someone
Will come and see you
Well I’ll be there
To watch you soft returning
Seething
I’ll be there
Minutes hold on to hours
Gets you twisting

All you need
To hope you keep your head
The slow hand quickens

How’d you leave it
With the love you lost
You made them crawl to be without you
The slow hand quickens

Yes
Sand is empty
In the hourglass
I’ll be there
To turn it over and over
In your head

So you keep the hope
You get your day
As the slow hand quickens

Oh you see
Too hard to break
Too cold to burn
Afraid your chance is gone
The wires are crossed
Your mouth is lost
You fear you’ve left it far too long
The minutes pass
The hours are gone
So hard to find your way alone
As the slow hands quicken
The slow hands quicken

These slow hands quicken..."

- Dave Matthews "Too High" Some Devil