So tomorrow is finally July. I'm just so over summer. It's been 2 weeks now and... oh my God... I freaking can't distinguish like 2 days of my life apart at this point. I don't do anything! I get up after 10:00 everyday and I like, go to Target or something. What the fuck. I can't seriously do this for 3 months. aahhhh ;)
I talked to Lara today and I think we're doing something together tomorrow. I wish I was a little more comfortable around her. I know that takes time though.
I think Brooke gets back tomorrow too, which means I have, oh get ready, 2 friends I can hang out with now! (3 if you count Jerry, and weird that I didn't, huh?)
Michele called tonight. She got the birthday card I sent her. We just talked for like 5 minutes, her cousin & friend/crush from out of state were visiting, so. But it was nice, I'm glad we talked. It was weird having very little to say to her though... partly because I am so unbelieveably dull at the moment and partly because I guess I just don't know what to talk to her about anymore. Seriously though, atleast I have a job. Not 'cause I work more than twice a week like ever, but actually because it gives me the ability to say "oh I've just been working and stuff..." Yeah working like your 2 week paycheck is fucking $98. Ohhh it's that bad. But $98 for 3 days I think. lol whatever, that still sucks, huh? I don't even care though... I have like $1500 in my bank account now and really what am I going to spend that on? I don't want to buy clothes until I lose the weight, I still have lots of cash on me anyway... doesn't matter.
See how boring I am? I guess I'm just going to go to bed then... tomorrow, kids.
"Make me an angel
That flies from Montgomery
Make me a poster
Of an old rodeo
Just give me one thing
That I can hold onto
To believe in this living
Is just a hard way to go...
Flies in the kitchen
I can hear 'em buzzing
Lord I ain't done much since I woke up today
How the hell can a person
Go to work in the morning
Come home in the evening
And they got nothing to say..."
- John Prine "Angel From Montgomery"
okay seriously so weird how i keep randomly picking songs and they're exactly what i'm writing about... crazy, crazy