Points

Breakfast: - (0)
Snack: soft pretzel (3)
Lunch: - (0)
Snack: ff fudgesicle (1)
Snack: baked ruffles (9)
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Dinner: soup (5)
Snack: popcorn (3)

Exercise: Pilates DVD (1 hr)

It's been a snacking day, huh? But I did resist regular potato chips & getting In & Out for dinner since my mom's sick. So there's an accomplishment, right? :) Sorry for not updating again yesterday, I was too tired after dance & tutoring & then I did a bunch of crunches/pushups. It ended up being okay, I kinda overdid it on some popcorn, but I didn't have dinner, so?? When I weighed myself this morning I was still at 160.0, but then after school I was at 158.0! Hopefully that is, my scale is evil after all. But that would mean only *13* more lbs. till my Spring Break goal of 145!

Anyway, I got into UC__! So now it's pretty much between ____ & ____... no decisions yet, I have to go visit UC__ first.

I don't know... it's gonna be hard I think, they're both really good schools and the only thing is, well UC__ & it's party school rep (which is definitely true) and the fact that _____ is sooo far from home. : But we'll see. Oh and then, ugh, I know this is horrible, but like all of my friends got into ____ too (Kelsie, Michele, Lauren & maybe Nicole?) and in Physics today Lauren was like "wouldn't it be funny if we all went to ____?" And I was like, NO!!!! I think I would shoot myself if we all went to the same college! I know it's a big campus and all, but I seriously need to break away from high school! And going to college w/ these people who have made me freaking crazy the past 4 yrs is not my idea of moving on. Lord. I mean I would be okay if one or two of them went, I'm sure Lauren will and that's totally okay. And Kelsie would be fine too. But I can't do it if Michele and Nicole go. Just Nicole might be alright. Damn it. It would suck so much if I couldn't go where I wanted because of this. Not that Michele wants to go there, but she's totally the type who would follow... Ugh, I guess I should worry about this when I have a real reason to...

That Pilates video is pretty hardcore. You'd think I would be in better shape from dance, lol! I mean I got thru it, but I struggled w/ some of the exercises. But I think I'll try and do that DVD 3x a week. Then w/ dance on Monday, I think that'll be enough. Definitely alot more than I used to do!

I think I'm going to have soup for dinner (5) & then some "natural flavor" popcorn for a snack (3) so I should end up at 21 pts. for the day. But I'll try and update this later tonight if anything changes.

I updated the "progress" section.

"Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior,
And there are times
I lose my worried mind...
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason,
And words will go
From poetry to prose...
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I, in time, will come around,
I always do for you..."

- John Mayer "Not Myself" Room for Squares

<33 a classic. this song is so pretty... perfect.