Things are going okay. My eating hasn't been very good (much better today tho)... that's the hardest. But I have been exercising, which is good. Monday I had dance, Tuesday I did my pilates DVD (40 min) & today I did the pilates DVD & we did yoga at school for like an hour and a half in my psych class. It wasn't like hardcore or very pilates-ish, but some of it took quite a bit of strength & flexability, which is good. Too much breathing and lame "internal focusing" crap. Sorry but I just cannot convince myself to "feel the tension releasing itself from my toes as I flex them" or "imagine all of my worries as a cloud floating above me, drifting into the air" (GOD) oh, gag.

I love my pilates DVD tho. The instructor reminds me of Lauren Graham, and it goes by sooo quickly. I was actually looking forward to doing it today. Like during school I was like I can't wait to get home and do pilates! Which is weird, but hey I'll go for that if it'll get me a Britney body! :)

The eating part is hard though. It's getting easier I think. Today I didn't have much more than 1200 calories I don't think. But it could still definitely be better. It's so frustrating. I want to be perfect, so bad, but I just can't lately... I'll keep trying though. I so want it this time.

Did anyone watch the "8 Simple Rules" last night? I was watching Gilmore Girls, but I occasionally flipped over @ commercials & I keep seeing clips of it... So sad. Like I couldn't stop crying just from seeing like a minute of it, and I had only seen the show like once before. :(

Anyway, the O.C. is on tonight! In like 2 mins actually. Adam is soooooooooo freaking SEXY.