Oh my God I am so bored. School is still closed. Which would be cool except what the hell am I supposed to do? There is zero visibility (smoke) & you can't breathe outside (also smoke). So my mom won't let me go on the freeway. And I don't even really want to anyway.

I guess I could go see a movie, but there aren't really any out, are there? I really want to see "Love Actually" (Hugh Grant, my love! & Colin Firth, Rowan Atkinson, Keira Knightly, Emma Thompson, etc.) but it's not out till Nov 7. It's a British Christmas romantic comedy w/ Hugh Grant. There is nothing in the world better than that.

Ooh there's a sneak preview on Saturday @ a theater like 25 mins from here. I'll have to figure out how to get there...

Anyway. I keep getting up at like 6:45 too. But I don't really want to force myself back to sleep so I just get up and do nothing, really. I started my UC application yesterday. And I finished my personal statements. I don't think I really have much else to do. It's weird not having school, I wonder how they're going to make up for like a week of lost time. :(

Well I just found out there's no school for the rest of the week! Maybe Kelsie can come over today or something. :)

blah blah blah I know I am so thrilling to listen to right now. Well I guess I'll go then. Have a good day you guys, keep updating... I need something to do! :) mwah

"If you think up and leave
is something I'm gonna do,
feel my chest when I look at you.
...
And if you need confirmation,
baby I understand.
It's alright if you want me to tell you
you, you've got my only heart."

- John Mayer "Only Heart" Heavier Things

(totally one of my favorites. it's so sweet, & 80's ish. i'm so the type of girl who would need a guy to tell her that, too.)