I haven't updated in forever. It's been a combination of craziness & stress & having nothing to say, really...
Well it's (basically) October. And I'm 17. Guess what that means? College Apps! Hell yeah! No... Can I just say, please stress me out more, guys! I'm so sick of these damn application books that recommend having one or two extracurriculars you revolve your life around. Awesome, why don't I just go back to freshman year real quick & redo everything?
Yeah, like you didn't know that freshman year, Natalie. I'm just in such a weird place with these applications. Universities in California are crazy competitive... I have a 4.09 GPA but I didn't get it in the hardest classes. Not like I slacked off - I got As in 3 yrs of Honors/AP English and AP French and Chem etc., etc., but I'm like a year behind average in math & science 'cause I took Algebra 1 again freshman year... blah blah blah. I'm just kinda insecure about it all & feel like I'm thinking too highly of myself(grades) applying to UCLA & UCSD and the like. But we'll see, I shouldn't be stressing quite yet. :l
My extracurriculars are kinda lacking. Dance & Key Club, pretty much. And I've never even been on the dance team (wannabe ghetto, ew)... but whatever, wherever I end up is where I'm supposed to go, I really do believe that. I just hope it's not my safety! :)
I'm taking it one day at a time with the dieting. I really want to lose about 30 lbs by Christmas (12 weeks). I know that's hard, but I want to go on an A&F size 2 shopping spree w/ all the $$ I'll get!
I'm going to try to do atleast a ˝hr of dance everyday, 'cause I love it & it's good exercise which I need. This is way boring, huh? Just wanted to say something I guess!
Anyone else grossed out by Rachel and Joey?
Bagel w/ cream cheese - 400?
Soup - 240
I'll probably have more soup or some popcorn
TOTAL: 900ish
Dance class - 1 hr.
"I love you oh so well
Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow
I love you oh so well
Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell
Love you oh so well."
Dave Matthews "Oh" Some Devil