Hey, sorry it's been so long. I went on a little weekend trip to look at colleges w/ my parents. It was pretty fun actually. Scary tho. I can't really picture myself there, you know? I don't know if I'll be able to do it, move away & everything. I'm so attached.

The scariest part is the idea of going alone, like showing up and not knowing anybody. Hopefully Kelsie and I will be able to go to the same school. We'll see though... I still have a year in HS!

I think UCLA (Los Angeles) is #1. I also liked UCSB (Santa Barbara) and USC (So. Cal, in L.A.) but it's in the middle of a really bad neighborhood. Such a pretty campus tho. I have yet to see UC Davis (Northern Cal). And then there's UCSD (San Diego) which is maybe a ½ hour away from my house. I don't know yet.

Anyway, I don't really want to talk about dieting right now... I haven't a clue what I'm going to do. But I (fairly surprisingly) haven't gained, so that's good. I don't know. I never know. What should I do? I need helllllppp.

Well not much else is going on. Freaking one week till school starts. At the moment I'm kinda dreading it, but I usually get excited eventually. I'm just taking full advantage at the opportunity to be lazy... sweatpants, air conditioning, no makeup... love it. But I do miss getting all dressed up and ready for school.

Blah blah blah. I'll write again when I have something interesting to say :)

"Why is it not the time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
And I've never quite returned
...
Maybe I'll tangle in a power line
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name"

- John Mayer "Bigger Than My Body" Heavier Things